Tuesday, November 18, 2008

The Blues...

So I am trying hard to keep up with everything and it just hasn't seemed to work. I am behind on laundry, sleep, reading, blogging, exercising and the list goes on and on. I am wondering how everyone else manages to keep their lives together with new babies no matter the number. I just feel a little down because this is the first time in my life I really feel like I am out of control.

I locked my keys in the car two times in a week.
I cried for no reason when I watched a Blue Cross Blue Shield Commercial.
I keep trying on the same pants everyday to see if they fit yet even though I haven't lost another pound.
I can't keep Blake from stopping other soccer/baseball games by running in the middle of them each week during our soccer games.
I even forgot Austin's soccer game was at noon and not 1 pm and we showed up and the game was over.
I have a rameumptom of laundry that I pretend to not notice outside my laundry room door.
People look at me like I am a nutcase, and at first I was kind of offended, but now I can't blame them.

So hopefully I will gain some control of my life back soon. For now I am just the crazy lady with four adorable, but demanding, smart, yet sneaky,sweet, and sometimes ornery kids.

Oh! and if I hear one more time "you look great for having 4 kids" I think I am going to scream. No one wants to hear that. That is like saying for a cow you look really great, or you are really cool for being such a loser. It isn't a compliment. I' m just saying.